自惭形秽

zì cán xíng huì
Literal: "self, ashamed, form, ugly"

📖 Meaning

To feel ashamed because one believes oneself inferior to others. It describes a sense of inadequacy or low self-esteem arising from unfavorable comparison with someone more capable, attractive, or accomplished.

📜 Origin Story

The idiom originates from 'Shishuo Xinyu' (世说新语), a work compiled by Liu Yiqing of the Liu Song dynasty during the Southern and Northern Dynasties period. In the chapter 'Rongzhi' (容止, 'Appearance and Bearing'), the phrase '珠玉在侧,觉我形秽' appears — meaning that when pearls and jade are beside one, one feels one's own appearance to be ugly. The metaphor compares a brilliant or beautiful companion to precious gems, making the observer painfully aware of his own shortcomings. Over time, the expression evolved into the four-character idiom 自惭形秽, used to convey feeling ashamed of one's own inadequacy in comparison to others.

💡 Example Usage

在众多才华横溢的选手面前,她自惭形秽,连一句话都不敢说。

Surrounded by so many talented contestants, she felt painfully inferior and didn't dare to say a word.

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🔤 Quick Facts

  • Chinese: 自惭形秽
  • Pinyin: zì cán xíng huì
  • Literal Translation: self, ashamed, form, ugly
  • Category: Emotion
  • Characters: 4